Little Rock

Tonight was, well different. The venue was pretty cool but everything seemed crammed and full of opportunities to become frustrated. Frustration was the battle for this evening with a rushed setup and a rushed set my link in the chain felt a little loose, a little off. After a hurried pack I gathered my thoughts and breathed a little. Frustration leads to a hardened heart and then tends to invoke a terrible attitude, and I don’t need that in life. Said a prayer and let it go. I think that’s just the best way to deal when things like that creep in. Tonight we drive. No place to stay because we have 2 shows in Dallas tomorrow, one being in a record store at 1 so the 5 hour trip needs to be made through the night. Honestly I like the adventure in the desperation.

For a good hour and a half I watched clouds out the window and couldn’t help feeling insignificant. I love those moments more than anything else in life. It is a different form of worship that I just can’t get enough. To think how I am just a small being on this earth of billions of beings and the God over all of it cares about me and my simple life, saved my little life. It is just something I can’t explain and can’t get enough of. Stare at the clouds tomorrow.

Exodus is becoming one of my favorite books in the bible. Seeing how Moses grows in confidence in his God is inspiring along with seeing how the Lord provides for his people. I’m only going across the country the Iseralites traveled the desert for 40 years. Life now is much simpler to reach for faith, so go for it.

I’m 22 and some people may say time is slipping away but it’s just beginning for this man.

“and you thought it would be funny, to keep me hanging in suspense.”

I am second.